[Story] Fairsong Academy – Sorelle’s Diary
May 22, 2019 Leave a comment
Telaena and Brier have started coming for their sewing lesson. It will be nice when I have a whole room for it in the new house, for now I’m just using my room because it’s a pain to move the sewing machine around to the common room. I’ll be able to keep a lot more fabric too, which is exciting! I hope Salenicus won’t mind it too much, but I guess he would have said something about it already if he did. Now I’m worried that he won’t like me having plants there, because Brier asked if he minded. Plants shouldn’t bother anyone, but maybe they would? Is he keeping quiet because he doesn’t want to upset me? I should ask him about it. But I think plants will make the house look bright and cheerful, and I’ll be able to keep more of them because I’ll have more room. And he comes into the greenhouse to see me, so I wouldn’t think he minds them too much.
For Brier I thought we could start with either a fabric flower, or hair bows. When I asked what she wanted to make, she said a scarf, to cover her hair. I don’t understand that at all, I think her hair is nice. But she doesn’t like it because it’s different. She said that she feels alone and like she doesn’t belong here, that people are laughing at her behind her back. It was really hard to hear that because that’s the same way I felt at first. I don’t know what I can say to make it better, because there isn’t really anything. It -is- hard, and you -do- feel different. The best thing I could suggest was to try making friends with some of the people who seem willing — I know Telaena already does things with her, because she’s the one who invited her to sew with me. I don’t know her well, but she seems nice enough. Brier is worried that she’ll be mean or make fun of her later on. I want to say that won’t happen, but I don’t know, it could. And I’ll admit, I still feel that way sometimes, that no one really likes me and they’re just pretending. I know it’s probably not true, but undead people weren’t even allowed here a short time ago. I guess that’s probably true for half-orcs too.
She was also upset about having to play the orc in the play that’s coming up. I told her she should ask Lali for a different part, she shouldn’t feel forced into it just because she’s half orc. I mean, plays aren’t supposed to be realistic, they’re plays. I’m sure Lali would understand and give her a different part, or maybe take the orc character out. I know that Lali has to know what it’s like being the only one like her around, she’s very far from where she grew up and had to learn how to speak Thalassian. At least Brier and I can talk in Common, so that’s nice. I helped her cut out the pattern for the bow, it’s really very simple. Then I told her about how you can make a lot of them in different colors, so you could have one to match your outfit on any day. I wish my hair still grew so I could do things like cut it or try a different style. I mean I can, but I’m always so afraid that it’ll come out if I comb it too much. Brier was a little intimidated by the machine at first, but it’s pretty easy once you start — and I put the thread on for her. I think by the end, she was happy with her bow. Hopefully she’ll try wearing it, because I think it would look really cute. I want to tell her that I’m here if she wants to talk about anything, being different or being a human or whatever, but she might think I’m too weird. Or gross.