[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

Last night I stayed a little late at the school, I’ll admit it was mostly because Lyorri was there and I wanted to see her. She’s so cute! She has the most beautiful hair. I think every girl will be jealous of it when she’s older. Magister Firewind has been spending more time with her, which I think is good. I never say anything, but I do worry about their relationship when she’s older. I think he does too, which is why he’s making efforts so she’ll know him and like him. He was telling Kestrae that he wants a sling so she can be in class with him, like the Headmaster does with Narise. That isn’t a bad idea! Though I think Zaeris is getting a little too big for that, plus he’s putting anything he can grab into his mouth. That could be bad in a magic classroom! I think Kestrae was a little hesitant, I know I would be if someone wanted to take Zaeris most of the day. I mean technically he’s her father, but she is taking care of her and has got attached. Her poor husband is working a lot, they’re all trying to wrap up the projects before it starts to rain and get cold. But then they’ll basically have the winter free, sometimes I wish Gael did that still so I could see him more. But I think he really enjoys being a ranger, even though he has to go out in the middle of winter when it’s freezing. At least he has a hat and sweater so his ears don’t freeze off! I was telling Magister Firewind that I hope my next baby is a girl so I can put her in dresses and put little ribbons in her hair. I haven’t brought it up with Gael yet, but I don’t imagine that he’d be opposed. Of course it wouldn’t be for years yet, I want to make sure they have some space between them. I never had any siblings, but I’ve read that’s better. Caring for two babies at once would be difficult!

Magister Firewind was also talking about the Faire. He said Lyorri really liked riding on the ponies and looking at everything. I bet Zaeris would like it too, I mean, he couldn’t do a whole lot but he would definitely like those I think. And he enjoys riding on Gael’s shoulders and he could do that the whole evening! He thought it was a good idea, I hope he’ll be able to take a patrol off. From what he tells me, it isn’t very busy right now so it shouldn’t be a problem. I feel bad for Magister Firewind, and mostly for her. It doesn’t sound like Imralion is very interested in being around her, which must be very difficult for Magister Firewind. Of course he loves him, but his daughter is more important to him, as she should be! I’m just thankful that I don’t have to be in a situation like that. I am so lucky and I never forget that.

My parents sent some clothes and things for Zaeris, I plan to meet with them soon in the city for lunch so they can see him. If they don’t say anything awful about Gael, I’ll ask about inviting them over to our house for dinner. They really need to get over the fact that he’s not some spoiled city brat!

[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

I’ve finally found a few minutes to write while Zaeris is asleep. I expected to be tired, but not this tired! Luckily he’s fairly regular about how often he needs to eat, so I know I have a few hours until he wakes up again. Gael always offers to help but right now I’m the only one who can feed him! I did make him wash diapers though. We’re staying at the school for the next few days, because Gael thinks I can’t take a portal home yet. I can’t really complain, it’s comfortable and everyone brings me anything I need, even Des. She brought me juice and bread the first night, then Tik started bringing giant trays of food. I’m a little embarrassed to say that I ate almost all of it. Being a mother makes you hungry! I didn’t know that either.

Esladra has come to check on me a couple of times already. Apparently Lani had her baby just a day before mine, so she definitely is keeping busy! Lani had a girl, I can’t wait to see her. I bet she’s so cute (but not as cute as mine). With all of the babies in the area, we were saying that maybe Esladra should stay and work at the building in town. They’d probably need to add on another room or something, but it should be possible, right? Those poor builders are never going to get a break! In a month or so they’ll have to start working again, I know the rangers are making some new cabins on the property. I’m looking forward to having Zaeris grow up out here in the woods, I think it’s much better than the city. He’ll be able to play outdoors and learn how to do ranger things, rather than just stay inside and study all day. Of course he can study too, hopefully here at the school! It’s a good thing that Magister Fairsong planned ahead and got a teacher for general classes! They’ll all be in the same class together when they are older.

Of course Mother and Father want to come see Zaeris, I’m not so sure about that yet. I need to talk to Gael. I think maybe it would be better for them to see him somewhere besides our house, but he’ll have to be a bit older for that. Maybe I’m being stubborn but I’m still a bit angry about how they treated Gael. Like now that we have a baby they’re suddenly being nice again but I know it’s just because they want to see Zaeris. Maybe they’ll start to like Gael again. I guess I could at least let them buy things for him! He has so much already but the little clothes they make for babies are so cute. Gael was talking about getting him a little toy farm set too. He’d have to be a bit older for that, he’s not even interested in toys yet. All he likes to do is eat and sleep.

[Story] Winter Veil Postcards – Maerista

Maerista peered into the shop windows as she passed. It was proving more difficult to find a sweater than she had imagined. Probably because few people in the city had to stay outdoors like Gaelardrim did, not to mention that the Ghostlands were colder than Eversong. She saw a few in one shop, but they were thin and not warm enough at all, more for looks than warmth. As the other girls had suggested, she had better luck down in the bazaar among the stalls. Every evening when Gael came home, he was cold and his fingers as cold as ice. A thick wooly sweater would be perfect, and maybe some mittens to go along with. Des had suggested a hat as well, which she had to admit was a very good idea. It would be nice if she could find someone who sold them all together as a set, so they’d match.

Under her arm was tucked the robe she had already bought, wrapped up in bright paper. She was a little embarrassed to have to buy a special robe just for the ball, but none of her old ones fit properly anymore. This one was specially cut to be loose around her belly, but it otherwise looked like a normal robe. She had to admit that it looked — and felt — much better than trying to stuff herself into one of her old ones. She had no idea they had a special shop for robes like that, but she supposed it made sense. There was also a little lacy night-dress, one that she certainly wouldn’t wear for quite a while. That would have to wait until the spring, after the baby was born. But she hoped that Gael would appreciate the gift anyway.

Rounding a corner in the bazaar, she saw exactly what she was looking for — a stall piled high with fuzzy, wooly sweaters. It seemed that every single one was knitted in a different pattern; many of them were stripes but there were diamonds, checks, bands of color, and some even seemed to have little animals in neat geometric patterns. She wasn’t sure what color Gael would like best, but she liked one with little red and green hawkstriders arranged in a row across the chest. They held a ribbon between their beaks, and the background was sprinkled with snowflakes. She reached out to touch it, and it was even softer than it looked. She imagined cuddling next to him in front of the fire while he was wearing it, and smiled. The man behind the stall didn’t have mittens that matched exactly, but she found some that used the same colors of yarn, at least. Then the man showed her a hat as well. The top of it was knitted of wool, but inside it was lined with animal fur, and it had flaps that came down on either side to keep the wearer’s ears warm. Mae bought all of them and had the man wrap them up in paper. She hoped her gift would keep Gael warm and thinking of her while he was out in the cold, dark forest.

[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

I know I haven’t written in ages! Between setting up the house and getting ready for the baby I haven’t had much time to do anything at all. I was also feeling rather awful most days, at least until after lunch or so, but I’m doing better now. The downside is that I’m starving all the time! I mean I can eat an entire full meal and still be ready for more. I’m glad Tik doesn’t mind, in fact I think he secretly likes that someone wants to eat that much of his food, especially since Magister Fairsong hardly ever does. The baby’s room is mostly ready now, though there’s still a few more decorations I’d like to get, and maybe some books or soft toys. And we don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl, so I have to be careful about what we get! It really doesn’t matter to me. I don’t think Gael is especially worried about carrying on his family name, so he won’t be disappointed if it’s a girl. A girl would be nice because we could wear matching dresses when she’s older… but a boy would be nice too because he could go on patrol and help Gael work on houses. I haven’t thought of a name yet. I think Lani was surprised when I said that, but then she’s had way more time to plan this! I’ve thought of some, but I keep changing my mind. I am going to borrow some books from the library and see if any of the characters have good names to give me ideas.

That is one thing I’m a little worried about, not the name but the planning. All of this happened really soon so Gael and I haven’t had much time to just be alone together. The baby will be here in just a few months and then we’ll both be so busy that I worry I won’t get any time with him. Then I realize that’s kind of selfish and the baby deserves to have a lot of time with him too. And of course I don’t regret it or anything, but I do think about it sometimes. Maybe we’ll be lucky and our baby will like to sleep! I guess we do have years and years ahead of us, but I already had to wait so long to live with him!

Lani is worried about Vaildor in Shattrath. I am sure he’s just fine, with both Magister Firewind and Magister Raleth looking after him. Magister Raleth has a child so he knows what to do, he wouldn’t just let Vaildor go wandering off wherever! It is a little worrisome that Magister Fairsong took off the way he did though. At the very last minute, he took Des and Renner with him somewhere else, but he wouldn’t say where. Terellion went with him too. Of all of them, I’m the most worried about him because he’s probably my best friend here at the school. If something bad has happened I don’t know what I’d do. The students are due back from Shattrath tomorrow, but no one knows when Magister Fairsong will be back.

Since things have calmed down here a bit, Gael has been doing some extra work again. Which is good, because we need the money to buy things for the baby! We still need to get diapers, and some more outfits once we know if it’s a boy or a girl. And if I’m being honest, I am going to need some new robes. I can’t get away with wearing my old ones anymore right now, it’s way too tight and I can’t breathe. You can definitely see it now and it feels a little weird because now it’s actually real. The baby moves around a lot too, Gael is so excited and always wants to feel him or her. It’s strange to think we’ll be able to see what the baby looks like soon! I hope it looks like Gael! The winter ball is coming up and I’d really like to be able to go, but I’ll need a dress that’s larger, at least in the front. Last year’s was so beautiful but I didn’t get to dance with him then — in fact I didn’t even know he existed yet. I’m sure he was probably there; the other rangers were, though I guess some of them hadn’t joined up yet. Anyway, he’s helping the captain to build a little playhouse for his son as a gift. It’s going to be so cute! I definitely want one for our baby when he or she is old enough! He’s also building a couple of cabins on the ranger property. I’m not sure if they are for guests, or if they have so many people that they’re running out of room. Either way, it’s nice because it’s extra money but I do miss having him here as much. He’s so funny, he’ll ask me at least five times before he leaves if it’s okay to go. I am fine! But I love that he is so worried about us.

[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

I never want to get out of bed again! It’s so warm and comfortable, and it’s in our very own room in our very own house. There aren’t any ghosts or people next door to listen and hear everything we say. And of course, Gael is there too. That’s the best part. It was the most awful thing having to wait until it was finished. I know he was working extra hard, in addition to doing his patrols, and he finished as quickly as he could. But it was still the most difficult thing to wait for! He has to wake up very early for his patrol, even a bit earlier now since he has to walk to meet them. It’s so dark and cold in the mornings, and I don’t want him to leave. On the bright side, that means he’s home early in the afternoon so we have a lot of time to spend together. I’m going to start making him some little snacks to take with him, maybe some cookies or something. Of course I’m not as good at baking as Orledin, but I figure I will get better with practice! And I’ll have something made for when he gets home too. Everything is so perfect, it’s scary to think that I almost didn’t meet him and would have married someone my parents picked out. I mean, I’m sure he would have been okay, but he couldn’t possibly be as nice as Gael. I don’t see why they’re still hung up on him being a ranger.  It doesn’t make him any less of a good husband that someone from the city, in fact I think it’s much better because he can do things other than stand around and gossip!

Though, as soon as they found out about the baby, they were suddenly wanting to come out and visit us. I thought that would be the case! I’m not sure about it yet. I want to make sure Gael is okay with it, and make sure the house is finished being decorated so it looks nice and Mother won’t make faces. It’s more rustic because it’s in the forest, but it also means that we get a lovely view of the trees, and if it’s clear you can see down to the ocean. I’m also glad there will be other children around for him or her to play with. There’s Rylad and Iannor, who will be a few years older, and then Lani’s baby will be born around the same time. By the time they’re old enough, Hethurin should have the general school all set up and they can all go to classes together. Unless of course he or she wants to be a mage, but I suppose there would still be general classes first, until he or she is older.

I don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl yet. Lani said there are stories about ways to tell, but none of them actually really work very well, and it’s more for fun. I tried a couple of them but I got a different answer every time. So much for that. I don’t think I care too much whether it’s a boy or a girl, Gael says he doesn’t either but I wonder if he really does. Maybe if it’s a girl she can sit next to Rylad when he’s older, he’s going to be cute!

Ty brought dinner by for us last night, which was very nice of him since we were so busy moving in. Well, Gael was, he wouldn’t let me do anything. I ended up telling him what the new room was for. He thought we should tell everyone at the mask party! We might, though I don’t want to make Hethurin’s party about us, we already had our own! Plus I bet Des will make a face. I think we’re going to make our own masks, since Hethurin already has the supplies there at the school. I’m not especially good with art, but I think I could do okay. I have an idea for what kind of a mask I want, there’s lots of feathers and things that will make it look pretty.

[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

[[ I was gonna do a two-parter but my kids got me sick so I just wanna sleep. I’ll do the rest tomorrow @_@ ]]

When I used to imagine what my wedding would be like, it was always very big and luxurious and fancy. My real wedding wasn’t anything like that, but I don’t mind. I don’t think I could have been happier — well, it would have been nice if my parents could have come. We had it in the ranger building and they’d all decorated it with flowers and fall leaves so it looked just lovely. The cake that Orledin made was really nice too, that looked just like a cake I’d have at a fancy wedding! But the most important thing was that I could finally be with Gael, even if it’s just for one night right now. I know the house will be finished soon, and then we can be together all the time. It’ll be so difficult to wait until then!

We had a little party at the school, really it wasn’t much of one but we all sat in the ballroom with pillows and drank wine. I didn’t actually drink any, hopefully no one noticed. If they had asked I think I probably would have just blurted it out right there! It’s awful trying to keep it secret. Gael hasn’t told anyone yet though, I’m not sure when the right time would be. Lani said it won’t look obvious for a few months yet, and even then some women don’t show as much. She said first babies sometimes don’t show much at all! I did write to tell my parents though, they’re already upset so I don’t care about making it worse. They’ll probably accuse Gael of corrupting me or something like that. Or they might surprise me and be excited about it — it will be their grandchild, after all. I guess we’ll see. Also part of the reason was I wanted to sign it with my new last name. It’s a nice name. I don’t know why he doesn’t like using it — I mean I do, but no one out here cares too much about family names.

Gael suggested that I could invite the girls over to our house once it’s finished for tea. I’m not sure about that just yet. I do think it would be nice to invite the Captain’s sister and her baby over, and maybe Nessna and Rylad. Then all of our babies could play together, that would be so cute! I do hope we can go on a proper trip soon, I know it’s not a good time right now because he’s trying to finish the house before the winter. And soon I won’t be able to travel either! Maybe we can go to Quel’danas next summer and walk on the beaches. That would be lovely.

[Story] Fairsong Academy – Maerista’s Journal

I went to see Lani at her office the other night. I hadn’t been feeling very well lately, and in the evenings I’m so tired I thought that something must be wrong. I sure didn’t expect Lani to say that I am going to have a baby. It’s weird to write that, I still can’t really believe it! I guess in the back of my mind I had an idea that it could be possible, but I drank the tea! Except Lani said that you actually have to start a couple of weeks before, and drink it the same time every day and never miss once. And even then, it’s not perfect. She said that sometimes women still have babies even with it. So I guess I’m a little upset that I didn’t know that beforehand, but at the same time I’m happy too. I know I wanted us to have a family, it’s just a lot sooner than we expected.

I was really worried that Gael would be upset, or angry with me, or something. Or maybe he didn’t actually want to have any children, except that Lani pointed out that he was building extra rooms in our house. Even so, I was nervous to tell him and I thought I was going to throw up the whole day before I talked to him. Even worse than usual! Lani told me she is expecting too, except it’s a secret so I can’t tell anyone. She is going to tell the Confessor by making him a cake that says “Congratulations Ann’da” on it. That’s a really good idea, I wish I’d thought of it, but I don’t want to take hers. I just told Gael that we needed a baby room for the house. At first I told him I went to see Lani and he was all scared that I was sick or going to die or something! He’s funny sometimes. So we need to hurry and have the wedding soon, otherwise I’m not going to fit into any of my dresses and people will be able to see. And they’ll say awful things about me. So it’s a secret for now although I don’t know how I’m going to keep from telling people! After talking to Gael about it, I’m actually kind of excited now. Decorating the room will be fun! Lani is going to get Vaildor to paint animals on the walls for their room. It’ll be so fun being pregnant at the same time, and I bet the babies will be best friends. I know the Magister will be excited when he finds out, he and Ter love babies and they miss having Rylad to play with. I hope the baby looks just like Gael, it will be so adorable! I’m glad he’s excited. He’ll make a great ann’da.

On the other hand, I don’t know if I’ll tell my parents yet or not. I guess it should wait until after the wedding. They’ll probably be happy, because it’ll be their grandchild, but they might not be so happy that it’s so soon, or that the father is a ranger. But they can just get over it if they want to see him or her! Next time we go to the library, I need to get some books about babies, but somehow do it without anyone noticing. That’s going to be tricky.